Jesse and I can't stop staring at our amazing little boy! I have to admit it we are those stereotypical gushing parents who are completely gaga over their newest addition. On at least a weekly basis we look at each other and say "We are parents." As if to remind ourselves that this is real and not some crazy dream.
Life is zooming by at break neck speed. My days all run together because rather than thinking ahead from day to day I think ahead from feeding to feeding and pumping to pumping.
I find myself saying things that scare me like, "why do I feel so gross I just showered yesterday right...or was that they day before?" or "I just did a load of diapers yesterday how are we on the last one already?" (Kayden has only had to go without a diaper once while the load was finishing up in the drier! And bless that boy he didn't pee or poop while he waited!)
But in the midst of this fast paced crazy life that I was thrust into on September 17th, 2010 I am trying very best to enjoy every moment. Every smile he makes at me melts my heart. Jesse says he is going to be a lady killer! I keep saying the stage he is at now is my favorite with him smiling and being more interactive but at the same time being so tiny and snugly, and I keep telling Jesse I don't want Kayden to get any bigger I want him to stay like this forever.
I know that isn't possible and I know I will have more favorite stages down the road, but today I am going to marvel in the fact that God gave me this beautiful perfect little baby boy to love and care for and I am going to do just that and enjoy every second!
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